Hi guys! xx
I missed you so much. It's been a long long time and I have felt so void without blogging but my schedule blew up there for a moment.
I want to kind of talk about something a little deep.
So here it goes.. x
I have struggled with anxiety for years now. It's become a new normal for me and it's been hard for me to learn to manage.
And I recently went to California in a trip to visit my college with my mom.
I was so nervous heading out for the trip, but that's a different story.
This, I'd like to address head on: I was so nervous about not being able to go to this school, I had a panic attack about it and started applying to other schools for other degrees, other careers.
I had myself so caught up in thinking I wasn't going to be able to go for this degree at this school, that I was SHOCKED that they accepted me to this program. I had CONVINCED myself that I wasn't going to do well, so I wasn't going to get in and I needed to have another option.
BUT, I got in! I got accepted into their program and I'm getting to do something I love.
Anxiety and doubt can make you do and think funny things, no matter how absurd they are. Remember, always try. Face your anxieties. You may just surprise yourself.
xx ... Is there anything you're anxious about? Leave a comment below!